WEIHUI FEELS VERY VERY UPSET AND DEPRESSED.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
♥ 5:31 AM
Weihui feels terribly upset.
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Sigh, you weren't like that in Sec 2. I mean, you didn't have that heck care attitude. And, since when do you ask people to shut up? I don't understand. I just feel really disappointed and sad. I understand why you did that thing you did, but. I still think it was wrong.
Anyway, omg. Mr Wong knows. He said something to Sherm today. And I was terribly shocked. Gosh. Excuse me luh, we're not *THAT ONE THAT ONE* okay. It's just me. Plain me. Tsk. It's kind of a one-sided thingy. Lol. Training today was tiring. And Jazz wasn't here too ): Boooo.
Went home and guess what I saw!
WEIJING BOUGHT ME THE GARNIER LIGHT MILKY WHITENING DEW. That really cheered me up man (: I love her so so so much.
Gosh, I'm so busy luh! I think I might be going threading tmr, or suntanning at Sentosa. And on Saturday, I think I'm going training in the morning and Vic's party at night. Then on Sunday, I'll have tuition in the morning and Shivani's party from around afternoon to night :/ Busy busy busy.
Tsk, mummy just went go some yoga class o.0 She haven't even see the clothes that I'm planning to order. She keeps saying she'll see tmr but she just doesn't. I need her credit card so that I can order and then they can finally ship the clothes here to Singapore from US. The process takes like around 2 - 3 weeks luh can. URGH. And plus, she kinda promised she'll buy for me. Sigh, I guess she's just too busy for me ):
Eeeeeeek. I feel so sad ): AND YES, I FEEL EMO NOW. I want a hug! ): And I want to talk to someone on the phone, and oh fuck man. Daddy justs keeps complaining about me. I need to go and tidy my table. Continue blogging later. Bye people. Fuck all this crap that's happening.
Edit.
Okay, Daddy justs keep scolding me. Saying I'm not studying. I admit that I didn't study for Term 1 but that doesn't mean I'm not studying for Term 2 right. I do not use the computer everyday. I mean, if I used the computer everyday, I would be blogging and going online daily. What the hell. He doesn't even understands. I know I'm stupid okay. You probably feel damn good when you see me cry. Do you even know what class i'm in, what subjects i'm taking and what i'm going through. No, you don't. I tried to show you my Biology marks which I was proud of and you just pushed me away with a simple, "Can't you see that I'm busy now?" You don't know how much that fucking hurts. And I was online the past fews days because I was studying maths with my friend. You don't even know all this. You're not gonna read this but I know I'm the worst daughter you ever had okay. I know, it's always my fault.
I want to hug someone and cry now ): I want to call someone and cry and complain all I want. I hate this so bad ): I loathe this and that.
Today is such a bad day.
Where are you when I need you most.I need to talk to you.You make me smile, even at the darkest times./Edit.
